The sun barely cuts through heavy cloud cover. On the red desert sands below, there is a spiral trail. It would be difficult to go off the path in this spiral since large stones run along the edge of it.

My Spouse Said She’d Turn This Track OFF

My wife is my favorite critic. Even so, I never thought I’d hear her say this.

You Read That Right

A brown dog is on a stone trail in a forest. The trees have orange, yellow, and red leaves in addition to the usual green ones.

That’s correct: she would turn off this track if she heard it on Pandora. (That’s her favorite streaming radio.) Yeah, my spouse would not listen to this one.

In her defense, I might do the same. It’s 11-minutes long; has lots of instrument and time changes; and is filled with uncomfortable emotions. It’s that discomfort that is probably the strongest factor. And yet, I know these feelings are real. After all, they are mine.

(Please press play and then read on…)

Off the Track

This piece was intended to be my submission for a collaboration between four composers on an album. That project was about the “elements” and my chosen element was earth. As I pondered this subject, I veered off the path. Instead of thinking of earth as soil, I kept thinking of the Earth. That led me to my sadness and anger about how we’ve treated our home planet.

That’s why this track carries a sense of mourning and rage. Those are understandable given my actual inspiration. However, that was not the intended inspiration. After my spouse’s response, it became clear that I needed to revert to that intention.

Earth As Inspiration

A ravine in the red sand of the New Mexico desert creates the landscape for the cover art on "Injustice: Prologue to Earth" by Stan Stewart.

So, I started to ponder gardening, earthing, awe walking, and other things that connect me with earth and earthiness. No more being off the track. Those are a very different kind of inspiration. And that led to one track of four in the album “Elements”. I hope you will be able to hear it soon.

No worries for my spouse. She won’t hear “Injustice: Prologue to Earth” on commercial streaming radios. It will only be on Bandcamp, Mirlo, Subvert, and Bandwagon. Please choose one and listen. Better yet, download it. (It’s name-your-price on most of these.)

Thanks for listening.


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