The sun through clouds, over a lake is like medicine for someone grieving.

The Medicine I Carry

Pink flowers -- some fresh and some wilted -- in a garden. These wildflowers can be used to create medicine.

Grief is medicine.
It is not static.

Its sadness is a rainbow.
Grief is myriad
and filled with
mystery,
expectation,
wonder.

Grief is the ashes
and the rising from them.

This medicine is the unknown
and the fear of it.
So, I feel it
and embrace this unknownness.

Grief is medicine.
It is not static.

A cluster of flower blooms with narrow, yellow petals. Wildflowers like this can be used to make medicine.

My grief is rage.
At first, it was
an impotent frustration.
But now, I have nursed it
into a full-blown fury.

Grief is the ashes
and the rising from them.

There is nothing precious
about this journey.
I never presume to
know its end.
It sneaks up on me
like a summer thunderstorm
out of clear blue skies.

Grief is medicine.
It is not static.

No.
This medicine is the unexpected
partner in discovery
and path-making.
I can sense an impetus;
spurred on by that
unexpectation,
I move.

Grief is the ashes
and the rising from them.

~ composed by Stan Stewart
~ Copyright © 2025 by Stan Stewart and muz4now, inc. All rights reserved.


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3 thoughts on “The Medicine I Carry”

  1. Such a beautifully written reflection on grief your words really resonated with me. If I ever have the chance, I’d love to learn more about you and your perspective

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